they ARE supposed to disgust you a little bit right? like why would people want to watch people v*ing way?
Not all of them do disgust me just the more graphic ones, the milk ones are pretty much fine so are any other food challenge related ones, but graphic ones are not so nice to watch. I don't feel emet/anxious watching though just like urgh uneasy feeling because it's not nice to put yourself through having to watch that I guess! especially when there is no need to (except as part of helping me defeat emet!)
Im struggling with knowing about that. I DO feel that im getting better, just that query about that...