Hey everyone, I hope this finds you well.
On Sunday night my boyfriend and I went to Universal Studios Halloween Horror Nights with a group of his coworkers and his sister and her boyfriend.
I was nervous for a variety of reason- the company (I have social anxiety and am sooo awkward), being far away from home, germs, scared I'd have a panic attack and have no way of getting home early since we carpooled, etc.
We went and were there from about 5:45pm until 2:30am. I didn't act socially awkward, I didn't have a panic attack. I did sanitize constantly but hey, that's ok.
But the biggest thing is, I told myself it was going to be a night of no fear for me. I wasn't going to let my emetophobia, anxiety, and other phobias hold me back. I threw caution to the wind. I went on a roller coaster!!! I have never been on a roller coaster in my life A) because they scare the shit out of me, and B) I am scared I would v*. I went on the Mummy ride and while I did not enjoy it, and squeezed my boyfriend's hand and squeezed my eyes shut, I did it! And I did not v*. I conquered a huge fear of mine that night. I was exhausted and bitchy by the end of the night and my feet were crying, but I think I accomplished 3 things- having fun, being social, and kicking emet's ass!!!



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... small steps?
