Just Nervous

[bakogirl]

I'm such a worry wort. So went out of town because my husbands grandfather was passing. Well he did and after we went to a park there. Then went out to eat. We usually wash our hands right after we order but considering the day we had we all spaced it. My problem right now is I booked my sons birthday party for Saturday and I'm so scared someone is gonna get ill. We went to the park on Tuesday. So it's been 2 days so far but I'm still a wreck over it. I can't believe how this phobia just takes over our mind. I seriously can't stop thinking about it or stressing over it. I'm such a mess.

[cbrink816]

I know how you feel. I feel like every single time I'm driving and see a car pulled over I automatically assume they might be v*. If I go out anywhere it's always on my mind. This time of year up until like May is the worst for me...I become a freaking wreck and depressed. Always worrying myself or my husband is going to catch something.

[bakogirl]

I feel like such a horrible mom because I look at my kids like their little walking time bombs. I hate this.

My anxiety is already out of control. I had a UTI for about 4 days before I went to the doctor. I took OTC stuff but it was getting worse. I started feeling off today but less pain with urination. But I read that Cipro the antibiotic cand make you V. I know all say that but I asked my cousin and he said very true. I got belly pain and freaking out. I want this infection to go away but these antibiotics are scaring me so bad. I can't tell if I don't feel well because I caught a bug, the infection, the antibiotic, or my anxiety over it all. I know my anxiety is out if control right now. And I can't stop it. I'm so scared.