For me v*ing is reall gross and not fun at all, but its not that im scared of it. Not at all! For me its the not knowing and the excess salivating and feeling like crap before hand that scares me the most. And if I v once then I am scared it will happen again out of the blue kinda thing. If someone could like just tell me the day I will next v* thenn I would be fine! I just need to know its coming and throuhgh all the horrid cramps and salivating, I know whats comeing then it makes it not so scary! I dont know if this is only me. Sorry if I explained it wierdly...
Nausea is one of the worst things for me also when it is really really bad and I cant even watch tv or youtube to get my mind off it, thats when its not funny anymore!
Just wondering if its only me. I know all our emets are diffrent in someway.