So I'm at work and one of the clients brough chocolates so she offered me one. They all know about my phobia and when I wouldn't grab one all of my clients kept telling me to conquer my fear and just eat one. So I did. And it felt good to do it...but now I'm freaking out. I have been touching keys and door knobs...and the kids never wash their hands and only one kid got sick a week ago and he's fine and no one else got it (and it wasn't for sure sv* either) But now I can't help but wish I hadn't done it. It wasn't worth this freaking out. I wish I could take it back so badly. Everyone keeps telling me I'll be fine. But...ugh! I want to cry now. I wasn't ready to make such a big step.