Hi, I'm Chelle from Australia and I'm Deaf. It was a blessing to find this! A friend who shares the same fear as I do, gave me this forum to join. I have had my fear of v* since I was 3 years old and I dont know why, but I think it may have come from having colic as a baby and operations on my cleft palate also as a baby and then one day throwing up in a shopping centre when I was 2, and I remember feeling sick with n* in child care and crying bad as I couldn't cope with it at all but did not v* thank goodness. I have since discovered aloe vera gel juice is very good for lining your stomachs to prevent against getting viral gastro, as the gel lining your stomach stops the virus from holding onto your intestines and the virus just slides through and out so you don't get sick. Also have apple cider vinegar drink every day to increase the acid alkaline level of your stomach which guards against the viruses, the viruses hate the alkaline levels and cant survive. Also drink cranberry juice as well, as this also acts as a lining on your intestine too. I have a glass of both cranberry juice and aloe vera juice every day to protect myself and also raspberry cordial (make sure its the good quality brand, not some cheap home brand, that has high raspberry juice % in it) kills gastro in the tum. Hope all this helps. I'm really glad to have found this forum, as for so long I thought I was alone, many dont understand my phobia.