Hello, new here. Brief intro:I have severe social anxiety and panic disorder (diagnosed by a psychologist), and emetophobia (diagnosed by myself). I am totally serious when I say I would rather die than v*. If I see anybody v* or hear it or anything I go into a full panic attack and start crying, hyperventilating, and shaking all over. Same thing when it happens to me. I also usually stop eating.
At my place of work on Tuesday, one girl came in and started v* and got sent home, even though she wanted to stay. WHY you would want to stay at work when you are that way I have no idea. She showed up and left before I even got there so I never saw her or made contact with her. Another girl called in that day for v*. Then that girl showed up yesterday even though she looked deathly pale and said she still didn't feel better. She had body aches, fever, chills, nasal congestion, cough, and v*. To me this does not sound like a sv. The other girl had extreme stomach pains and was spending long periods of time in the bathroom, that sounds like a sv to me. She missed 2 days, and today is my day off, so I haven't actually talked to her since Monday.
I work at a veterinary clinic so I am constantly washing my hands and cleaning. But 2 people have come down with this sickness, one is a receptionist, and one works in the kennel. I am hardly ever in the front lobby but I am in the kennel area in the mornings and afternoons and periodically throughout the day to check on the animals.
I am so so so worried I have spent my whole day worrying about this. I have to go back to work tomorrow and I am freaking myself out thinking about it, worrying that going in will make me catch it or that I already have it in my system and it will hit me tomorrow at work. I made sure to wash my hands extra the past 2 days and I have wiped down a lot of door knobs with disinfectant.
When is the safe period for me? Does the girl with congestion etc. have a SV or is she maybe sensitive to all the mucous? I am so mad they both came in knowing they didn't feel well and just increased the chances of others getting it. I have felt slightly sick ever since Tuesday morning when I found out about all this. What can I do to prevent my chances of getting it and decrease my anxiety???
My only consolation is I went through a horrible SV last year and I have been hoarding that medication. So I still have 27 phenergan and some Zofran just in case I need it.



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