I'm starting to loose it. I've been doing good up untill this point. Last year, I lectured my kids every day about using hand sanitizer and washing their hands and they STILL got an sv*along with countless numbers of colds. Unfortunatly, my6 year oldstarted worrying about sv*s and germs -pretty much acting like me. This year, I thought I'd use a differant approach and not question them all the time about it and not question people when they say they've been sick, another words-NOT OBBSESS !And just look at me-I'm a mess!I'm trying to keep it all in but I can feel myself shutting down. What am I gonna do? I don't wanna freak them out, but I don't wanna be afraid to be near them. I just wish I could shut my brain off for the next few months!I live in theBoston area and we have the most beautiful foliage here, but I can't bear to look up at the trees. Like by not doing so, I will make the fall season not happen or something!I ran threw the motions at Halloween, I have'nt planned Thanksgiving dinner yet. And forget Christmas. It's not like me. LikeI just want to wish it all away. I can't live like this every year!This damn phobia is making me miss all the good stuff!