New--Dilemma Help!

[lusobarbie]

I've been emetophobic since childhood and I have GERD which makes me worry about. v****. It happened once 1.5 years ago and I'm scared. I know I shouldn't drink coffee but I do it anyway because if I stop coffee, I am afraid I will get a migraine that makes me v**** and I also worry that taking aspirin so that won't happen will give me a stomach condition that will make me v***** someday. I also have sensory issues and autistic and tomato is part of my diet. I am afraid if I eat the healthy food I will v*** because it's too gross.

I don't ever want children or to drink and go on rides because of it. One time I did drink a sip of mouthwash though to kill any germs because I had sat next to a girl who v**** the day before.

I don't know what to do. I feel like all these situations are conflicting. My GERD is worse with weight gain but when I'm skinny I don't feel confident. Help!

[Felle]

Mouthwash doesnt kill any germs. Healthy food wont make you v. Quitting coffee might give you a headache but if you "taper" off the coffee, you should be okay.