Having a rough time today, yesterday I felt so good. It was warm here in ky and we goofed around outside almost all day.. That always relaxes me. Today we're going to a bday party... I don't know if its all the kids, the feeling of having yo be "on" or what... but I just wanna stay here and enjoy our day off... ugh.. feel guilty for feeling this way, it's at my best friends house... Oh well my son is really looking forward to it so I'll suck it up.. and take the hand sanitizer. . Haha...