I've crossed a new threshold lately. I've been able to watch vomit videos on youtube without turning away. Mainly been looking at food challenge type videos and also some ipecac challenges. I've been handling it pretty well. I probably watched about ten of them tonight. I've seen maybe seen another 10-15 in the last week.
I'm not saying this has cured me or anything close to it. But now some of shock value of seeing people do it has been diminished, at least a bit. It's easier to watch if it's something like a milk chug challenge. But seeing it come up colorful and chunky would still be difficult to look at.
The thought of drinking Ipecac is still terrifying. I don't even think I'd be able to hold a bottle of it in my hand, as if it was something ominous.



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