dont want to be the person who freaks out!

[horsewoman]

I hope this summer or whichever season your in is finding you all well. Im so tired of freaking out every time I have a pain in my mid section. I am so upset because my sister is so sick with heart failure. My heart breaks. I've been helping her get her the past couple days and I know that's whats wrong with me. I've been having some gas and bloating and of course I start freaking. Classic distraction from the real problem. There is a possibility she can get better, so if you pray, please remember her. She's so young (53) and full of life. Thanks for listening.

[horsewoman]

Of course no one knows I feel like this. I don't say much about my emet. My mother is elderly but active and I have a littl boy, husband works away. Trying to be strong but just want to be by myself. Im having a good feel sorry for myself cry tonight. That made my stomach feel better for now.

[mdgirl1977]

oh honey, you have a lot on your plate. of course your stomach hurts. anyone dealing with a full plate and a sick relative would feel bad. are you taking care of yourself? I mean I know you have a son but after you give him love and attention, are you taking care of YOU? hobby? reading? manicures? anything? I'm sorry you have so much to deal with. please PM me anytime. single mom of a little boy too so I get it. hugs.

[socitycourty]

hugs. that sounds awful. Of course you're feeling the stress physically. Hang in there

[horsewoman]

You all are so sweet. Today was a better day. Thank you so much