I just find it strange how I've been home for almost a month and there's ALWAYS something that's wrong with me...not even feeling n*.. Stomach probs mainly like sometimes tasting blood and my intestines rumbling more than usual...
Also I have no job ATM whilst home, its a new area so I don't know anyone whereas in Uni, when I SHOULDV been more prone to illness(my diet literally was leftover pizza and cake) My mind was either on my boyfriend or on my friends problems'..and of course, class.
Since two days ago (since having a n* attack) I've been almost WAITING to see if I'm OK... I had a few tiny dizzy spells cos of the weather but my family told me to EAT(even though I'm on three meals now finally) but I woke up today and was waiting for the feeling to come, so I could either dread or celebrate the fact that I'm not as rough as I was the other day.
Not sure, just wondering if you guys felt the same when youv been at home doing nothing, like noticing LITTLE body changes more so then when at work or class.
PS - I wanna get a job but I'm going away with my bf in two weeks so its probs abit pointless right now. Also been going out everyday for an hours walk which helpa



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