Had a great summer after a very stressful time at Uni last spring(including a sv* moment with my housemates!) And even gained the weight I lost cos of emet worries.
However, after a great three/four months of staying with my very healthy FAM, im living with three guys and one bathroom...they are all easy and nice and seem fairly healthy but ever since I returned on Wednesday, my three meals a day has turned back into strange snacking and over anxiety about foods. I haven't had any attacks as of yet except today I had a bit of n* cos of my period and I couldn't eat until I was starving. My boyfriend bought me a burger from bk but I was that scared I wouldn't be OK I wrapped it up and its still in my bag even though I know i am 100% healthy. My bro told me before I left 'remember, every meal you skip, every pound you are to getting back to 7stone'(which is what I was three months ago when the doctors were worried)..
This thought keeps me going but the fact that I can't even stomach a full meal since iv come back to university really says ALOT about my emet...I think it's cos I know students are more prone to you know what...argh..
Anyone have this?



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