Re: Did he or didn't he ?
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Afdpt
If your mind doesn't want to forget about it then use than to your advantage. Keep replaying it over and over again. So what if he was sick? As yourself that. What does it matter if he was sick? Does that impact your safety? Not at all! What are the many reasons someone may be sick? It's just part of life, it happens, and then its over. If he was sick, he probably let it happen and then felt better. He's probably doing so well right now, don't let yourself suffer more than the person who was actually sick!
Desensitize yourself to that image. MAKE yourself picture it over and over again. And each time tell yourself, "that wasn't a big deal. so what if someone got sick, it happens every day."
Trying to run or hide from it is more likely to make it worse. Let your brain know "that wasn't anything to be afraid of!" "See, I can picture it and see it in my mind and I'm still safe!" Embrace that as good exposure and use it to help yourself!
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100% this. Even if he WAS sick, it doesn't hurt or harm you. You are fine and will be fine. I know it's a shocking/scary thing for us. But whatever he was doing cannot harm you! Keep positive, use it to your advantage!
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