I hate my life.

[trs12345]

My mom made me a bean and cheese taco, with the beans being from a small red container/cup they got from a taco restaurant I'm guessing. I'm pretty positive I saw those beans yesterday and I'm scared that they were left out.
The reason being that my aunt SUCKS at putting shit up. She put carne (ground beef) in the fridge yesterday around 9 PM or later, and she made it around 7:00 - 7:31, so of course I refuse to eat it.

I'll soon be dealing with anorexia if I keep refusing to eat. But they WON'T listen to me, I get told to shut up, called a baby, etc. I hate this!! I only ate the bean and cheese taco because I was really hungry. And to make matters worse? There's about a 90% chance it was out longer than 2 hours.

My fear and anxiety is through the roof. Supposedly, my mom ate it too and isn't feeling sick. But I'm starting to feel sick and I'm so scared. I don't want food poisoning!! I don't want to throw up!! I hate that my only option in this fucking house is to starve or risk throwing it up!!

[NikL]

Hi I'm new to this forum and I'm looking for support, as well as giving support. I'm sure if your mom ate it, and she's fine. You will be too. Our bodies are stronger at fighting things than you think. Hang in there.