So the bartender at work yesturday had been throwing up all night he said. He was up until 5 am sick. He came in at 1030-530. I got in at 6, worked till 12. So I came in contact with pretty much everything he touched (I work in the bar too). I also sat in the staff room with him (he's a good friend, I was trying to be brave). So now I'm worried and frustrated! I feel sick, I'm anxious, worried, annoyed. I hate this.
.I just want to feel safe in my own skin. I just want to be happy again. I just want to feel deep in my own world. But I’m so lonely I don’t even want to be with myself. <3