bad day :(

[hayleyw]

hi everyone


i hope you're not all sick of me yet, as this is my second post in the last two hours. i just need a place to rant and this site seems to be perfect. this post has nothing to do with emet; i've just had a bad day.


well, first of all, i've been having a LOT of problems with my math and english classes. i can't keep up with all of the work and i am starting to fall behind and do badly on tests and stuff. so today, when i got on the bus to go home, I was very quiet because I was in a bad mood (because I just failed another test) and i didn't want to talk to anyone. then my best friend got on (and I've been getting really annoyed with her lately...i don't know why but she just gets on my nerves sometimes. oh, i feel so mean [img]smileys/smilies_11.gif[/img]). Anyway, she noticed i was quiet and asked what was wrong. I told her that i didn't want to talk about it because it would make me feel worse. Then she got all huffy because she thinks that i'm "keeping secrets from her" and she was angry at me that I dont "share my emotions". she said she was really frustraded with me because she can't help me since i didn't want to talk.


I've never been one to express how I am feeling. I don't mean to keep everything bottled up; that's just the way I am, so when she pushed me to tell her how i was feeling and why and blah blah blah, i got angry in return. Unfortunatly for me, though, she has a really short temper and will freak out easily[img]smileys/smilies_05.gif[/img]So she did...which didn't help how i was feeling.


I just feel like i can't do anything right today (i know it sounds soo pathetic) and I feel that i am making everyone angry. lol i'm sure this looooonnnggg post didn't help. i just wanted to talk, i guess.


thanks for listening (if you were able to stay awake past the first paragraph lol)


-hayley xoxox

[ontariogirl]

Every one has days like that. Nothing seems to go right at all. You can email me any time.