Well yesterday night my dad, brother and i had a big argument about this phobia, we were in the car and i had a panic attack all of a sudden thinking i couldn't handle it anymore, my brother started moaning at me, saying how stupid i was for having this phobia, which made me feel even worse and upset. He keeps saying to me "stop being so stupid, the doctors gave you antiemetics so you could eat and that i could go for an antiemetic injection if i ever felt that sick", my dad then starts agreeing with him and took his side. I just feel so angry and upset for them always ganging up on me, i just feel so alone within my family, none of us talk anymore, the only person i talk to is my mum, my mum and dad never talk and if they do its normally arguing, they don't even share the same room anymore, i got kicked out of my old room and my mum went in there, so we had a room built downstairs for me
(which is a lot better as i have my own space), and my brother just stays away from everyone most of the time and can get really violent. In some ways i think are they right? should i eat as i need to put on weight and i have my antiemetics for a safety guard if i ever really needed them. Im not sure what other things to do, apart from moving out, which i should hopefully be doing soon if my mum helps me. Are most of your family supportive to you??

Ruth xx