ughh..life really sucks

[_ruby]

lately stuff in my life hasn't been quite..how i wanted my high school
years to be.

first. my best friends house burned down after she threw a party when
her parents weren't home. earlier this year, she ditched me for the very
"popular" girls, and we've been friends since we were 2. nice huh?

second. i was at a st.pattys day party, having a great time, this kid i'm
together with was there, perfect night ya know? so i'm getting into my
friends car, my mom calls, i get outta the car and my friends amanda and
scott hug me goodbye and say theyll meet me later that night. that night
i get a call they were killed in a car accident on the way home form the
party. my other friend in the car is in crtical condition and not gonna
make it. two of my best friends..

third. this whole emet thing..mixed with my overall bad anxiety..mixed
with my depression, makes me deal with things how your not suppose to.
ellie..degrassi..anyone get it? yea well..

its me ranting.
hope everyones having a great day.
i hate emet.
ararawrhgahr

[sassenacch]

well good lord dolly, it sounds like you have every right to feel crappy. i'm so sorry about everything that's happened to you,& your friends. i'm so glad you got to hug amanda & scott before they left, though, that's something a lot of people don't get.





chin up, we're all here if you need us.

[_ruby]

thanksso much..i've never thought about how igot to hug thembefore
they left.i just think about how i was in that car..if we had left 1 inute
earlier..i wouldn't be here rightnow.

[donna1216]

How awful!! You are having a hard time, maybe you should ask your mom to seek out a counselor for you!! That is a lot to deal with.

[bandnerd]

High school is a tough time, trust me, I've been there for the past 10 years as a teacher, plus the four years actually being there. Many of the things you are describing will be so trivial when you get a little older. Just remember to take the high road, be mature, and don't let people get under your skin. It will all work itself out. Sometimes you "outgrow" friends as you become older and more mature. New friends that share your same interests will come along. In the mean time, hang in there, keep smiling, and remember you always have us![img]smileys/smilies_01.gif[/img]





I'm sorry for the death of your good friends. Make sure you have a good grief counselor, parent or coach that can help you through.





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[stella9]

I agree with Donna. You should have some counseling. You have had a tremendous amount of trauma in your lifevery recently.


Stella