i also posted this in a livejournal community, but i thought it wouldnt
hurt getting as much input at possible.

something with my body just isnt right. i've been on edge for the past
few days. friday morning i woke up with d*, which i rarely ever get
unprovoked. i got it over with, then left to go pick up my boyfriend at
the metro station. i felt great after it was done. the only thing i could
imagine it being was the two pravacid i took, instead of just one the
day before. i nearly never get cramps either, which was strange.
friday and saturday passed, and saturday night my mom and
boyfriend gave me a huge graduation party. all went well, and i even
eat infront of people. that night at 4am i woke up with terrible n* and
thought "oh god, i over ate and i'm going to v*". i ended up calling
the suicide hotline, and while talking to the lady i realized i was just
having heartburn, and i wasnt going to v*. i'm not really sure if it was
heartburn or not, but telling myself that sure calmed me down. i
relaxed and went back to sleep. the next morning i woke up with a
weak stomach, though i sucked it up (which i never do) and went to
the mall. i havnt been to the mall in probably a year. it's my
anxiety's worth nightmare, but, it went great! i have no anxiety, then
went out to lunch! i can't get over that. i dropped my boyfriend back
off at the metro, and ever since i'm been going down hill. it feels like
i'm always n* and gassy. i thought maybe i could be dehydrated
since it was supposably 115 where i'm at, though, the only thing i
have to make myself think i'm dehydrated is the whole n* thing. i
considered c*. ever since the d* friday morning i've had no action in
that department. (am i grossing you out? i'm guessing yes). i have
some a really good laxative, tell me if you think it's worth a shot. on
top of all this i'm not eating a lot, i'm eating, but on average 2-3
small meals a day. also, i went from taking one prevacid a day, to
two. i don't know anything about prevacid, or the side effects. it's not
going away, and starting to drive me crazy. i'm always thinking "i'm
going to v*" then can't calm myself down because i don't even know
whats wrong. tell me what you think, i want to stop this thing in it's
track before it turns into full blown panic attacks. thanks guys! hope i
wasnt too open/gross.