I have been playing since i was 5 (now 43) and have been gigging since i was 13. I have had so many panic attacks and my emet has been with me for every show...but as they say, the show must go on! I have never let my emet interfere with my live performances but it doesn't mean that it is not on my mind...which sucks... I am seeking professional help now as i dont want to let this define me as a person. Glad you can get thru your gigs and hope your emet gets better. If you are young, take care of it now...trust me, after living with this my entire life, you want to try to cure it now.

This place is great. I haven't posted much but i read alot of what people are going thru and it helps me from time to time. Just knowing i'm not alone is comforting. How long have you had this condition? For me it's been all of my life... but now i'm learning to fight it like never before. :-)

Hello there! Thank you Yeah, I lurked for a while, but I recently got back into it. Good luck to you as well! I'm glad to hear the site helps you - I've already read some great things on here!