I was trying to say more, but this wouldn't let me type so much. lol Anyway, I appreciate you thinking of me. Do you have kids?
All my life I couldn't wait to get married and have kids. I knew ms would be a part of it but I dealt with the nausea well with each of my pregnancies. I didn't have it bad, so I grew to love being pregnant. I am thin so I loved all the curves that I got. I knew that kids would get sick but figured I would deal with it when the time came. When my oldest daughter was sick for the first time (she was almost 3), I lost it. Thankfully, my ever strong husband was there to clean up and help me through it a little. Since then, though, I have been a basket case. As long as my kids are happy and healthy, I don't worry. The minute,though, that they start acting "funny", I start to panic (heart racing, wanting to run, etc.). It is so frustrating to feel this way, and believe me, the anxiety and panic happens quite often.
I would think it to be really hard to have six kids with this phobia. I couldn't imagine what you must go through.