is this a sv coming?? HELP

so I woke up at about 7am feeling starved, although I had eaten Wendy's before bed last night. I had a glass of grape juice and had a normal bowel movement but was n* all morning. then kept feeling like I had to poop but no action. getting waves if hunger followed by extreme nausea and already took 2 zofran. no pain just weak. only slept like 4 broken hours and had nightmares all night. I took Xanax to try to make myself hungry but even that didn't help. I'm so scared and have been panicking all day. am I getting the v*? HELP!

that lots of meds and a variety of food and no sleep. I am confident that is why you are n. Seriously.

i got really tired and then got starved so i had a cookie. i have to go to my hfs house tonight for the first time since he had the virus. I'm going to bleach everything. its been a week and a day so hopefully he's not contagious cuz i wan a hug and kiss him sooooo bad. I'm still scared and still feel a little off. do u think its safe to go? or am i being super risky? i miss him so much!!!!

You're really 100% fine. If you were getting sick your original symptoms would have progressed by now. You probably really just need to eat!

I am certain you are fine! You would have v*ed by now. It's not something that takes ages to come on, it comes fairly quickly.
I am 100% certain it's just from the medication and your diet, and, mostly, stress.

How are you feeling now dear?

hey. so I went to my bfs last night to clean. when I got home I watched some tv and fell asleep rather early. I woke up at 2am running to the bathroom w d* again. idk what's going on. I went back to sleep around 4. woke up a little n* when does it end?

I think the d* is from grape juice :) Fruit juices ALWAYS do that to me haha. You're fine :)

yea maybe, I'm just scared. and now after cleaning I'll be scared another couple of days. this fear is so draining.