having such a bad day!!!

well first of all my so called boyfriend called me and said that we needed to talk. so of course I wanto to talk now and he said that he wanted to talk in person. so finally he says that he feels like he is leading me o n. that he will never be able to marry me and that I basically should move on. he does that 5 min before I have to go into work. I am so upset I cannnot even breathe I am crying and so upset. then I go up to see one of my fav. pt and I am leaning on her bed playing with her hair and her mom says that she had been sick with the stomach bug. Why of all days why today. I am already upset now I have to worry about getting the sv. I hate my life it is such a joke. all of my friends are getting married and having kids. I have wasted a year of my life waiting on him to love me the way I love him. I dont know what I am going to do.