I have a question and am really nervous right now. It's about that time of the month and I'm starting to feel the cramps and have d*. Furthmore, I've been n* since yesterday evening, but I haven't...

I normally don't have a problem eating out either, unless I'm already having a panic attack, then I'll just opt to stay home. However, when I'm going through a bad emet phase I really won't go out to...

I agree, that is ispiring. I'm about to leave for a year in Japan, and am very nervous about my emet once I get out to where I'm being placed. I'll be an hour from a major city, and don't know what...

Well, since I posted this I actually had to have a physical done for my new job. I spoke w/the doctor about somethings, but so far nothing has come back negative. So at least I know I'm relatively...

Actually, I was my hands before going to the bathroom and after. Before I eat I either was or use Germ-X. However, being a teacher, I would use that Germ-X constantly through out the day. Those kids...

I really, really don't like walking anywhere near "it" either. I was in school, walking my class back from lunch, and there seemed to be something on the floor. All it took was a glance and then I...

Yeah, sometimes it bothers me. Several months ago I was eating at a restaurant in the bar area. There was this older woman sitting several tables away, she was smoking heavily and drinking. Something...

Thank you, I appreciate your reply. I too am going through some medical stuff as well. UTI and "sand" in my tract or kidneys or something, doctor didn't seem too concerned with answering questions...

I was in school myself when I finally had a doctor prescribe something for my anxiety attacks. He started me on Zoloft. Gotta tell you, I was like a vegetable after about two or three days. I...

"I also cannot be around people who are v*. I feel like an awful person most of the time when I run away when people feel sick or are being sick."

I wouldn't feel too bad about this. I'm the same...

When I panic, I pace a lot and really have to be outside. I drink hot water because the burn actually makes it feel like my throat is opening up, b/c it feeling like it's closing on me. I also start...

Oh, and for some reason my fear is always at night.

I just found this website, and actually learned the name of my fear. I've been living with it for 20 years now. Back in late April I got a sv with d*, however I only v* once. I don't know if it was...