I don't really know what I prefer. I do need someone there afterwards because the event is always followed by a complete melt down; tears, sobs, and shaking. My fear is always the worst afterwards.

I have to lay down on a solid unmoving surface (beds move to much) and hum to my self or yell at people.

I can be very rude to people when I freak out, but I usually apologizes afterwards.

coolpk2003 I can relate your feelings. I hate the idea of being out of control and vomiting is like the supreme out of control situation it can happen so fast and you have zero choice in the...

For me v* is related to danger. I developed food allergies when I was 16. That is where my phobia started. We didn't know what was going on, but every now and then I would become violently sick. It...

It was this past June. I had the flu. It happen in the middle of the night. I cried! then called my mom. I couldn't eat for the rest of the week.