Half a month further and still doing pretty good!

I had one episode of panic, took gravol and hated myself for it. On the other hand, one fall back in almost 2 months...I shouldn't hate myself...

I had a 7 hour flight with a v* 10 year old. NEXT TO ME. the ENTIRE flight.
i had nightmares about it for days afterwards. while there, i just walked around a lot (aisle seat indeed) and forced...

Thanks everybody for you replies and your moral support! It is all very much appreciated <3 I'm just updating how I have been since the v* episode, almost a month ago. Maybe it's of some interest to...

arghhh I have nothing online that I did with my own band, only electronic projects. My voice is too much worked on there, doesn't really sound like me. :( :(

With my band I do almost exclusively...

Ahww, so cool that there are so many singers here!! What do you study, KaydeeJayde? Classic? Jazz? World?

@Asianeko I went to school for jazz, but also didn't finish it due to financial problems....

On my Own, that would sound amazing!

Don't worry about the finances yet, time can solve tons of issues!

do you mean on my own from les miserables?

Do it, why not?!!

I'm a semi-professional singer, (I get payed for my weekly gigs, but it's not enough to live off yet) Show tunes usually work really well with audience if you can pull it off...

oh man, that is indeed a bad situation!!!

Hey,

Thanks for your comment! I am so sorry that it came back....I hope you do menage to get strength out of the knowledge that you know you can fee better, somehow.

I fear it's not going to...

Ha, Denise Richards! She did a terrible v* scene in Starship Troopers...wonder how she felt about that. Anyone seen it?

Hey all,

I haven't been anxious/phobic since the v* experience on the cruise. I am not sure if it's going to stay, but man, I have had the easiest, nicest weeks since a long time. I am not even...

indeed, cheese shows mold when it's bad. older cheeses, the harder ones, will take forever to go bad.

YUMMM!

brie!

ginger or cloves <3

interesting topic.

Since my v* experience last week, i realize it definitely is a control thing and about where i get sick. The moment i said to myself, ok, I am feeling horrible, I am going to...

My boyfriend started to understand when I had a really bad panic attack (skin turned blue, shaking, temperature drop, low blood pressure etc). He was really shocked to see how bad it can get.

On...

I know what you mean. Like people v* from smell, emotions etc. Not sure what to think about that either. It's obviously not physically necessary, but it does happen with the v* prone people.

how are you now?

I had the same thing in a mall last year. it was horrible! and they were about to close and i could get off the toiler. ugh...