I went to a party at a hotel on Sunday night. There was a lot of people there all crowded together and I didnt freak out like I thought I would. I tend to do that when I get in crowded places. Well,...

Thanks for the replies. Those feelings just come and go. He really is a great guy, I just need to be happy w/ myself and then I wont constantly need him to reassure me that he likes me. I dont want...

Just a warning, this could get long. I dont know who else to talk to. I just feel so frustrated. It has nothing to do w/ emet or anything. I guess it relationship issues. Or maybe its just me and my...

Dont feel bad hun! I remember at my grandpa's funeral, my sister went home right afterwards b/c she said she wasnt feeling well and thought she might get s*. Everyone is all upset and so was I of...

Hey! Reading your post reminds me so much of myself! Seriously! I too will find the exits and bathrooms anywhere that I am just incase! I hate going on long trips, which my boyfriend and I are...

I had mine taken out quite a while ago. I didnt take anything before b/c of that fear. I didnt even let them use the nitrous on me. I just had them stick the IV in and I feel asleep like 3 seconds...

Yes, that makes perfect sense. I thought about being cured and not being cautious about where I go or who I'm around. But then I'll let my guard down and end up getting a sv and then I'll be right...

I think I'm going on 5 years now. I try to wash my hand a lot and I take tons of vitamins.

Aw, I don't think you are being selfish. Its hard for people to understand what we are really feeling and what is going through our heads. I haven't actually gotten sick in a long time and I think...

Thats what I would like to know also!!!!!!

Hi Libbie, I just wanted to tell you that I totally agree w/ you on the reassuring thing! My boyfriend reassures me most of the time I start to panic by telling me that I'm fine and nothing is going...

I know I know. I just get to thinking about it and ahhhh! So you're in Indiana too? Crazy. I'm around the Indianapolis area. Maybe we can be like support buddies or something haha!

I'm really freaking out you guys. I really don't feel good. I mean, none of the parents are sick in the class, its just their kids at home. I've washed my hands all day, but just w/ that hand...

I'm in Indiana. I was just hoping that all this talk about Feb. being the worst month was true. I did end up going to class today. Paranoid the whole time. I'm just feeling very hopeless right now. I...

Okay....right now I'm taking a lisencing class. Most of the people in there are parents and all day today they were talking about how their kids are all sick and a lot of them were on their cell...

I hope that I'm able to overcome all this. I meet w/ my first therapist this Friday. I hope that everything I'm going through makes me stronger, but at times I really think its making me weaker. I...

Amanda, thats exactly what I do. I have one bottle at home and then one in my purse that I sip out of if I feel bad, haha!


I'm going to check out Dougs website though!

OH MY GOSH!!! I went and saw that movie Hostel w/ some friends and I couldnt agree more! DO NOT GO AND SEE THAT MOVIE!!!! I wanted to get up and walk out. I should of. But I end up sitting there w/...

Haha, that brings back memories. I did the exact same thing. I thought I was going to die when I got my wisdom teeth taken out and I would be in this agonizing pain. I had never been put to sleep...

I feel better, but I'm just really worried. I just want someone to tell me that I'm not going to get sick this year! Haha, I know that won't happen, but I would feel so much better. I've read about...

I really just need to vent about my weekend. I can't calm down. My whole weekend was just one panic attack after the other. I couldnt' control it. I even got so freaked out that I called into work...

I also HATE needles! I dont see how you got a tatoo! You're brave, haha! I remember I wanted to get my nose pierced for the longest time and when I turned 18 I went to go get it done and just got so...

You are lucky to have a man that likes to cook kellybean! Haha! I was just thinking about what I'm going to get my boy-toy for V-Day. I have no ideas. I thought about maybe just a shirt and a card??...

That is really an interesting technique! I can't imagine waking up and not being afraid anymore. Acutally, last night and today have been pretty good. I went to be last night and didn't feel sick and...

Shiva....


I'm sorry about your bad experience. I can in a way relate to what you are saying. I read this book that talked about drug companies and stuff and how everything is basically an...