I'm having a real tough day/night now. Thank you for all the positive messages. I am soo scared and have been pretty much having panic attacks all day, and now it's night so I'm afraid it's going...

I have to say mine usually hovers around a 7 on a good day. I am ALWAYS thinking about it. I hate it. For those of you that have gotten some control of your fear, how did you do it?
With school...

To the people who feel either like a bad mom or that their family thinks they are crazy. First I know in my heart you are a very good mom, because what you explain is exactly the same things I go...

I would also require all my family members to have it done.

sorry, I also did not read the full question. I've had this fear for as long as I can remember