so i know i don't post much here any more. i have been busy trying to start my own business since i quit my job in february..
but i need a place to vent some stuff... my boyfriend's dad fell ill last week, with some unknown condition that has rendered him unconcious basically. he's not in a coma but the only thing he does now is move his arms around a bit. he's in intensive care in the hospital. my boyfriend's mom is also sick, but she has MS and isn't able to walk. she's in the hospital now too, since her husband is the one that takes care of her.
we went up to see them for a couple days last week and it was so sad and depressing. i don't know what they are going to do. they don't have any insurance! they might lose their house. it is awful... i don't know what to do about it, because there isn't really anything that can be done.
i did pretty well on our trip up to see them. and to make matters worse, this is the first time i have met my boyfriend's parents! after 2 and a half years of dating! isn't that awful?
we got back on saturday and i had to shoot a wedding in the afternoon and i have been so exhausted from all of this.
i've also been trying to get my own insurance and get off the COBRA insurance i am on from my previous job.... so i'm scared to go to the doctor now since they are watching what i am doing now and i don't want to screw it up. i've already been declined by one insurance company. but i think i want to go see the doctor because i feel weird for a few hours after i have a bowel movement. it is probably just IBS, but everything always says you feel BETTER after the bowel movement if you have IBS. and ever since i got sick in january i am more prone to feeling nauseated... [img]smileys/smilies_06.gif[/img]
sorry for the rant. it has been a crappy time for me. i'm so tired of all the bad things that have happened this year. it is exhausting