For a good 6-7 years my emet went into remission (hiding?) and I actually gained 60+ pounds. It's only been recently that anxiety has resurfaced and just NOW since my husband got a sv yesterday, I am restricting like crazy. I can stand to lose a lot of weight, but I don't want to make myself sick from NOT eating, you know? Nothing was off limits for me and I basically ate any and all foods. And I ate past capacity and felt full. Hard to believe that my emet for most of my childhood and some adult life ruled my world. I'm afraid I'm back in the full force phase again. I am sticking with crackers, pretzels and plain cheese sandwiches. I've been reading this thread and realized how much processed white carbs we eat