oh Christi i SOOOO know what you mean!!!
there have been a few times that i have been there kneeling by the tiolet shaking and sweating. But forcing myself out of it.. and you are so right.. we would probablly feel soooo much better 10x better faster if we just did and got it over with! but oh the things we put ourselves through!
I cant either if it makes you feel better!
take care
Kristin
\"Dance like no one is watching, Love like you will never be hurt, Sing like no one is listening, Live like heaven on earth!\" Mark Twain