hey there- welcome to the site!
No, you don't have to live the rest of your life with this fear, but the thing is, if you do nothing, it's not going to go away. It's something that you actually have to work at, even if it's working on the anxiety in general, not necessarily the vomitting aspect.
Have you checked out the treatment forum? There is a lot of good resources on there relating to treatment, and how to find a competent therapist. Also, in the experiences section, there is a thread relating to people who consider themselves cured of this. I know sometimes on the board there is the impression that no one gets over this- but when people tend to improve or consider themselves cured, they don't necessarily visit the site anymore. Which makes sense, as not hearing about vomit/illness everyday probably helps with their recovery.
I hope you find the help you need- it's not unusual that when you are anxious about other things you start to worry more about emet-issues....I tend to believe that emet is really less about vomitting, and more about anxiety in general, and how our minds channel our anxiety. Sometimes, it's easier mentally to become anxious over things relating to illness or vomitting then to address the real reasons why you are anxious. I know that is the case with myself at times.
Welcome,
*amber*
To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.