right I need to vent, Im so upset right now, im thinking im going to loose the flat ive just got!!!

Me and my partner keep getting refused a loan at the moment, we need this money to be able to set up the flat and to be able to settle us, so were basically F****D!!
Totally and utter up S***S creek without a paddle, my stomach hurts and I feel sick, im SO stressed, I just blew up at my mother because she wont help, not that she cant she just wont!!

Im so so so so so so so upset right now, why is this so hard im so fed up with seeing people being born with a silver spoon in there mouth, its just utter rubbish, I hate this I hate everything!! I hate this!!

Im sorry for the moan!