Aaaahhhh!! I am driving myself mad and my stomach is going crazy. I get my A-level results tomoro and I'm so nervous. These results will determine which university I go to and it means so much to me because I tried so hard and battled really bad exam nerves. I know there is nothing I can do about it now but the waiting is driving me mental!! Not only am I stressing about the results but also the emet side of everything. Everyone will be really nervous and some people will get bad results and im stressing someone will vomit.
And then there is the night time to consider. All of my friends are going out to some bars and clubs in town. Im going to go to as a reward for my hardwork but I will be on very high vomit alert. Ido love going out because I love chatting and dancing and im happy to not drink much but it's the other people im worried about. I know that people will be drinking alot, either in celebration or drowning their sorrows and there will be a lot of people there because there are three secondary schools in my area. I will be avoiding the toilets like the plague and will be on the lookout all night. I just want to enjoy myself and be able to relaxand if something happens to ruin the night il be gutted.
I know there isnt much I can do to control the situation and im not going to let my emet stop me because i know i will regret not going and iv bought a new top to wear. It just makes me go aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhh!!!!! Just needed a place to vent my frustrations. It's ironic that while everyone else stresses about results that is second on my list of worries to emet.
However if i fail i wont have to worry about any of that, il be in bed crying heehee!
Sorry for the rant! x
*katy*
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