So what if she's nice? Because that doesn't matter at all? I think you spend too much time feeling bitter about what other people have compared to you, but the Tea thing is like a real obsession. I hope you get the help you need Samara, it's not right or healthy to be so bitter and unhappy, but right now it's something you cause to yourself and not what anyone else does to you.
As long as you obsess over what everyone else has and you don't then you will be unhappy.
P.s I met Gillian Anderson a few times and she's much the same. Can talk about anything and it's all cool but don't mention the X-files!! I never dared [img]smileys/smilies_02.gif[/img]
Edited by: hippychick
Be courageous, believe in yourself, and be the best woman you can be. I'm with you all the way.