my best freind gets anxietal seizures and she doesnt remember them. She didnt have to go to the hospital and actually I have had another freind that had epilepsy and my grandmother delevoped them in her last 5 years of life so i have delt with it alot in my life time. It can be really scary because it happens but when you come around again you dont know what has happened.. its like you black out. I took care of my grandmother and the only thing to worry about ..with her was she would v* when she would have them.. and now that i think about it.. i just now realized she would get them whenever she felt ill and n* maybe she had emetophobia too.. hmm .. sorry anyways.. she was just sent to the hospital because once she had ingested her v* causing perhaps phneumonia. Its pretty common to lose control of bodily fluids when you have a seizure. I am not saying this scare you.. atleast you dont remember and black out. I wish i could black out while v*** sometime. Another time my freind that was also my neighbor had a bad siezure which caused her to have a concussion (sp?) so just be careful. You wont have to go to the hospital.. you will just need to have someone around so you dont hurt yourself when it happens.. i would talk to a doctor about it. They have some great anti seizure meds that can supress them from happening as much and calm you down. Just because you have epilepsy does not mean that you have to go to the hospital. Everyone I know with it pretty much lead semi normal lifestyles.
Take care
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