Hi and thanks to those who offered support. To others, this is no joke and something I deal with everyday. I hoped that some people in the emet world could help me because the people in the emetophile world would only encourage me in the other direction so I am too scared to ask there. This is something I haven't even told my husband about. I'm glad there are a few people here who know what I'm talking about and can offer support. I don't mean to gross anyone out, but there are someemets who have trouble with public places and there are some emets who have my kind of thing. I hope we can all support each other. Thanks to hannah for posting the links to Wikipedia and the Vomiting FAQ. I had seen the FAQ before and that is what brought me to this site. I'm glad I'm not alone as an emet and hope I'm not the only one with the philia too.