Hi I am new here. I have been emet for as long as I can remember, at least back to age 6. It is a daily struggle but like a lot of you I mike it through from day to day. My other issue though is that as much as I hate v* I find it sexually arousing. I don't know anyone else who feels this way. It is like the biggest turnon for me and I think it is so awful to feel this way about something so disgusting and something that I hate so much!!! I don't know what to do about this, please help!