Kinda graphic, so read with caution.
Someone out there must be trying to test me.
Ok, so I cycle to the mall with my brother (dropping in my CV and application thing, I need a job and I need one now) and I decide to go to the toilets.
Ahahaha,..oh god what was I in for. ._.
I go to the only toilet with an open door (don't like peeing in urinals, too much splashback.....figure it out >_>
And what do I espy on the toilet? What do I see in the toilet. What do I see on the toilet seat and the floor around it?
AHAHHA YES
V*
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So I kinda panic a little (not AS much as before), especially when the smell hits me, and decide that perhaps the urinal is a better option after all.
So I go, and then I do stuff in the mally thing. (of course usual inconsiderate brother is like "I SAW THAT v*! DID YOU! IT HAD SWEETCORN IN IT!" and I'm like "[img]smileys/smilies_11.gif[/img]"
And then I need to go #2 later.
Now before I would have thought "right I'm just gonna go and buy some Depends instead or something because I'm not crapping in that bathroom if there's vomit in it"
But this time, I thought "no. What if I try and "accept" it's there?" It's kinda hard to explain, but I just kinda accepted it instead of fearing it or trying to get rid of it. Ok, it's there, big deal.
So I came back to the bathroom, kept the "accept mindframe" and went into the cubicle like one cubicle away from it (only 5 of them there anyway) and went. And that was it.
So somewhat of a triumph methinks. >____________>