Okay, so up until today I thought I was the only person in the world with this fear. I feel so relieved that someone else out there might have gone or is going through, what I am feeling everyday at every moment of my life. Let me get to the point.
I am 3 months pregnant and it has not been what I expected. I have experienced n* everyday since I found out and it isn't uncommon especially because I'm expecting twins! I am so happy and super excited to know that I willhold my two babies in my arms in 6 months but it still can't get my mind off of the fear of not being a good mother. I fear not being a good mother when my babies get sick and we all know that it will happen. I think of scenarios of one v*ing, and me running out the door or hiding in the closet while he/she cries after me. Or what will happen when they both get sick. My husband said he would be there for them in that situation but how do you predict your child's sick days.
What I want to know is how some of the mothers out there handle situations like this? I need advice[img]smileys/smilies_06.gif[/img]