IM SOOOOO SCARED!! I HAVE A 2 YEAR OLD SON ALREADY AND MY HUSBAND AND I WOULD LOVE ANOTHER, MY LAST PREGNANCY WAS JUST BEARABLE, I HAD N* ALL DAY EVERY DAY FOR ABOUT 14 WEEKS THEN THE REST OF THE PREGNANCY WAS OK WITH THE ODD DAY OF N* . WELL NOW I THINK IM ACTUALLY PREGNANT, I HAVE ALL THE SIGNS BUT WONT ACTUALLY KNOW FOR DEF TILL TUESDAY, I CANT BEAR IT!!! WHAT IF I HAVE REALLY BAD N* ALL THE WAY THROUGH OR WHAT IF I ACTUALLY V* .. MY HUSBAND HAS BEEN A GREAT SUPPORT BUT MY FAMILY THINK IM SELFISH BECAUSE THEY THINK IM PUTTING MYSELF AND MY PHOBIA BEFORE A BABY, I KNOW THIS IS TRUE BUT I CANT HELP HOW I FEEL. I REALLY AM SCARED. MY EMET NOW HAS REACHED ITS PEAK THIS YEAR, ITS MY EVERY THOUGHT[img]smileys/smilies_16.gif[/img]WHAT DO I DO?