You're all going to think I'm so stupid but I have a feeling tonight is going to be the night I v. I do not know why I'm thinking this but usually when I think things like this I'm right. And I'm so scared!!! I'm not going to sleep. And I'm not going to say how I feel right now because I'm a jinx. I'm actually sitting here and crying because I just know it's going to happen. What is wrong with me!!??? Why am I thinking this!!!