Two of my friend's birthdays were this week so I was supposed to go into the city last night to go to each celebration. I really wanted to go, but had felt sick from lunchtime after I'd eaten weird chicken. I got ready and everything, and on the way there I felt likeI was going to vomit... It wasn't anxiety-I had the same feeling as I did the last time I vomited. But I went anyway! Even though I could have and felt like I was going to be sick IN PUBLIC AWAY FROM HOME, I stayed out! I still felt queasy, but just made sure I drank water between drinks so my tummy could handle it (which it nearly didn't). But I was ok anxiety-wise! Then later when we were waiting for a taxi there was v* on the floor and I could evensmell it a little bit- but instead of freaking out and running away straight away like I usually would- I did a quick calmdown talk in my head, and found a way to just ignore it! So all in all- a successful night! Edited by: glitta_fairy