I think you have A LOT on your plate right now. Even as a mom some days are tedious. I need a me day myself and I only have a 3 year old. I work a full time job as well but compared to what you have happening i can say YOU NEED a few days to youtself to recoup.
Have you talked to a hospice agency? I was a hospice worker for a few years they are there to help you with things like this, not just there for the "last moments" I was with a young lady that wasn't going to die from her cancer necassarily her outlook looked good, but I went and picked her up, brought her around, even just set up her TV programs and lunch. This gave her mom time to get out and have a few hours a few times a week for herself.
Talk to your husband, he may not have any clue whatsoever how bad it has gotten. Not to put men down but they are sometimes quite clueless, being blunt and forthright is what it takes. Same goes for your brothers. If you broke up the chores over 3 people and a hospice worker it will make it so much easier.
As for the talent and looks thing, its easy to feel that way when overwhelmed on days that are stressfilled I feel like a fat, uselss, unattractive nothing, but you have to think positive about all that you are/ Look at all your are doing right now and for how long you have been doing it. You are a kind, thoughtful caring person, a wonderful daughter, mother and wife.
I wish you all the best and hope that this mountain you are climing levels out for you.
In my prayers and thoughts
Melissa
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