I have been struggling off and on with Emetophobia for the past twenty years or so. In the past five I have come to manage it fairly well. Then, two years ago I had my first kid and it all came rushing back with a fury. But my fear now is with my kid v*. It also didn't help that he got gastro bugs seven times in one year; one of them having to admit him to the hospital. That experience has left me in a bad state. My own fear of v* has taken a distant back seat to the possibility of my son v*. To the point where I am performing all of the text book emet habits, but with my kid! It is driving me insane! And now, I HAVE ANOTHER KID ON THE WAY! Does anyone else share the same thing? Is there a way to get through this?