hey im new here and im trynna find some help for this problem. i wouldnt
really call it a phobia because i was comparing my situation to some of
the stories on it and i can say that it never got the levels that ive read
about. ive never avoided eating because of fear of getting sick. but i do
drink pepto bismuth if i feel the slight chance of being sick. this happens
sometimes before i go to sleep. i also experience the fear (ex. fast heart
beating and shaking) when someone elese gets sick, when they say there
gonna be sick, or even if i think they could be sick. i make mental charts
of people that have car sickness, get sick when they drink, or frequently
say their sick. and try to like avoid them or not be around them at certain
times so i feel comfertable. i drink sometimes but i would never be
around two of my friends if they drink because i know they've gotten sick
before more than once. i try to avoid seeing it all all costs. if someone
says they dont feel good i might get up and leave the room, and try to
make it seem like im doin somethin. but the worst thing is when i have
dreams about people gettin sick. i think
i've had about 3 or 4 and they dont come often but when i wake up i feel
the same fast heart beating and shaking as if i was awake, its jus that the
dreams are so graphic and they stay in my head alll day. everytime i think
im gettin better by not freakin out as much. i freak out another time
kinda bad and if makes me feel kinda sad. i think i need help. im not
really sure this is a phobia because its not extreme...but i jus need to kno
if im avoiding a problemEdited by: jalila09