Uhg.....has anyone ever had this happen to them? You feel like you're getting a head cold but it never really starts???? I have never had this happen to me before...I know how I feel when I'm getting a cold, and that's how I have felt for like several days now, but it doesn't seem to want to start. I am miserable, I think I would rather have the full blown cold than a "kinda cold". Argh.
I took my temp and it was 97.7 so I don't have a fever which makes me feel a little bit better. It seems as though when I am starting to wake up in the mornings I have this dizzy feeling in my head until I open my eyes and sit up. I am afraid that I am sick so i just lay around all day. Then I feel miserable when I have to go to work in the afternoon.
I have been on Zoloft now for a month. I was feeling better at the end of my 3rd week of it....started to go out and do stuff and wasn't afraid of being n* or v* and now all of a sudden I have started to freak again...like I had a set back (which I can't think of anything specifically that happened) only this time I REALLY am obsessing about my physical health. Constantly de-germing everything.....only eating bland food and drinking water (even that is sparingly) I am afraid to go to work cause I am afraid of getting sick there. I go to see my couselor tomorrow, thank god. I just hope I can make it til then.
Something that is really frustrating to me is that I can never ever wake up and feel GREAT!!! I always feel like complete crap or so-so. And when I feel like crap, I can't really explain how I feel but I know what I don't feel quite right. I can't keep running to my dr. for every little ache and pain I have cause it cost me $30 everytime I go there and get checked out...which gets expensive. I don't know what to do, I'm sorry this post turned into a "poor me" thread. I guess I started rambling....if anyone has any advice or suggestions...please let me know!
Maybe my immune system is better since I quit smoking!! I just thought of that! It could be a possibility!!! [img]smileys/smilies_05.gif[/img]Edited by: 1scareddj