...why the hell can't I just be NORMAL???


I'm sorry, it's just that I've had it up to HERE with my phobia and anxiety. I have tried therapy, I've tried meds, I've tried everything. Maybe I haven't seen the right therapist, I don'tknow. I was reading back over Sage's story and I'm so scared of how long I might have to deal with this until I'm cured and I'm not sure I have the strength or energy. Or the sanity. Heh, or the jealousy that someone overcame the hurdles and got there....


Please tell me that I'm not the only one who feels darn right hopeless sometimes...


Don't worry -- I'm not TOO hopeless....just really feeling down...